es muss sein

none of it really makes any sense (at all)
what is... would have
could have
been
better
for each
and every
one

of
us

i did not want to go to julliard
because i knew it was not
possible

but you
wanted
what was possible
because nothing said it could not be

and so we both sat dreaming the impossible

so i dont know now what it is /
is
not
better

to have been here
or there

but still we share one thing

loss.

and i cannot forget

how much we still want

and youre this
this
this
julliard
and i
i
im this
romeo'd

its how the story writes itself

every cliche is true tonight

and no ones gonna come outta this happier

we're just gonna end up

honest.

anyways thats all i really ever wanted.

i could never go to julliard

that is where the rich go

but we like to dream this coulda/shoulda

just like how i dream here

and am hurt each and every day by letting go (of) my own coulda/ shoulda

cuz there is none

there is

neither

and its ok

cuz what else is there?

save cept but for a buncha broken dreams

save cept but for a buncha broken wishes

... and anyways no one reads this
save cept but for the dreamers

and what i want when 5 down under plus
is only exaggerated by the five and plus
when really all i mean to say is

- i dont know.

i never will.

she didnt want us

she had different ways of showing it

and now shes happy sending kimchi

like the tears of cabbage is a remedy...

then again...


maybe


it is ...